LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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June/18/2018 9.12 p.m.

 Have you ever lost your daughter and have found her again?!? I haveee...!! I really have....!

It was almost eight years ago, the day was 26th of September and the year  was 2010. I lost my all. You know! First I lost my elder Princess, then I lost my younger Princess, too.

My elder princess  went away forever but the younger one was here but not here at all. Because I lost the ties with her...I did lose the feeling of being a mother! I did lose the talent of being a mother. And my poor little Princess has got alone but with her friends and her uncle and cousins..sometimes with her father... I surely could see her but you know; there was a curtain around my soul, my mind and my body. This is why I couldnt' reach her untill a very special  person has made me reach ''The unconditional Love'!! And here I am..again with her and with her,  as a real mother and this time much more mother to her.!!! God bless you 'that very special person'!! And thanks for all..!! I have reached myself and my feelings and my thoughts and my cells and my soul and my mind...And maybe the first time everrr...!?! 

 Please you al!! Thank for everything and for each microecondd!!... Life is a very special thing that you cannot imagine how special?!?...

Farah