LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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May/15/2018 08.55a.m.

I just leave all my thoughts and feelings as they flow from my mind and soul. I never interfere them. I never get afraid of them. I just take my pillow and sleep with them and enjoy or not. If my thoughts and feelings are wrong I just wait patiently for them to be finished. I dont' force them but be with them and tell and help them to be finished. But in the end I do come out with lots of doctrines which belong to this unique and magic life....

 My own  thoughts and feelings always have been pure and positive but sometimes; specially when I am cheated then they lose their tempers.

Well...!! I have learnt how to manage my feelings and thoughts after my princess left here. I  dont' know the reason why but I couldnt' till then. And since then I have been more successful to manage and control my feelings and thoughts better. And I  must say that it is the most luxuries point of this flawless life..!! :)

Our thoughts and feelings are ours. And we are responsible of them but no one else.!! The point that my feelings and thoughts meet at somewhere in my soul, is very sensitive and important. Cause they have to get on well at that point to create a qualified life for myself. If not then no success for a better life. I believe that I can affect them with my mind. My mind needs better soul to work better. 

I hope that I  can tell you how this flawless life can make me feel and think better..!?! And ultimately, my real thoughts and feelings are very important for me. I must hold them tightly! I really mustt....

Farah