LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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March/27/2018 06.47 p.m.

Euphoria! Do you all know what euphoria really means!?! I think I know. I sometimes feel it. And it is much more than happiness! I assume myself very lucky because I have reached that point of  Euphoria with my self-existence but with nothing else and noone else particularly or maybe with too many things or too many people, but I was absolutely alone at that point of this magic life.

Well....It has been a very hard and too much long journey to touch that point. But I sometimes do and enjoy it. It has been worth to work on each nanosecond for years, with my extraordinary patience and respect to my life. I have endured almost all upto now. You can not imagine how and for what I endured, but I have.

By the way! Euphoria has come into my life a little while ago. I met that point after I had reached 'peace'! I used to think that I was peaceful but  I recently I have discovered  that I was not really peaceful before. But I have been recently and now.  And I know how to do it. It is very simple. I only need silence for a while and reach my self-existence  and there I am; with peace! 

Euphoria; actually is a bit more difficult to reach. It might have come to me because of the creation of my self-existence. I thank God and the Nature for this irreplaceable point. I hope you all will have the chance to reach that point and you really will slow down. And you maybe will drop lots of unnecessary things and people with no judgement.

I wish you all euphoric moments while you live your great lives. Our lives really have been given us as gifts. Mr. Steve Jobs had said that our lives have been given us as gifts. He was so much right. Shiny person! Rest in peace!

Farah