LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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July/22/2019 12.44 p.m.

 ~~It is July here and I feel very happy after I  had very exceptional moments in a renovated Old Greek home-Hotel at the Aegean Sea Coast and in the begonvilles which go up through the balcony of my next-door neighbour room, with the fuchsia coloured lovely flowers in between the shiny green leaves~~

~~Well happiness is something that I have to work on it, if I want to touch it~~Or I just can find it in between natural stones or in between lovely flowers~~or at some pieces of natural wood and it is a temporary but at the same time heaven but simple conception and happiness depends on each person~~Some gets happy with money, the others get happy with love and some others get happy by career and others get happy with pets or with music~~so on and on~~~~

~~Life is full of choices to choose and get happy with whatever I have chosen~~ Good then~I really quite believe that I sometimes can touch the wonderful feeling of 'Happiness'~~But I really dont' know if that heaven feeling can be forever~~I mean~I,  myself have lived once happiness and once pains in whole my life~~and they always have chased each other~~Then I have witnessed that pains do inspire happiness~~

~~Happines is the feeling which invites 'Peace'~~I never can reach 'Peace' if I dont' pass through happiness~~Peace is the meaning of the highest beautiful feeling in my soul and my body and also my mind~~Whenever I lose that heaven feeling then I try to make myself remember  my final feelings and thoughts which were full of peace and happiness~~Then I can have that heaven feeling and then feel better and well~~

~~Life is not always a pinky time~~ofcourse nottt~~but it is an unique exprience ~~wonderful gift~~ from God and from the Nature~~This is why I choose 'Happiness' and 'Peace' anywhere, anytime~~Sure~~but I do accept pains and do  fight with them~with all my souıl~~yes I dooo~~~:)

Farah