LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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July23/2018 11.43am

 Life is not a thing that makes all my dreams come true. And while I live my life; all my hopes and desires could not be done. I do know that it has to be like this for the balance of my system. And I still feel happy with the great resources and treasures in my life.

 The best doctrines of the life can be learnt by passing though the rocks and dark tunnels. I dont' complain about the magic rocks and dark tunnels. I do go more forward with them if I can pass through, uneventfully. Ofcourse, I sometimes cant' breathe and get into trouble but I do go on to struggle.. I do love pains..! They do bring me up.. They do treat me. They also teach me the reality of life..! Tears are the pearls of the life. I do promise myself that I will manage to go on 'On the way to Heaven' ..although this illusional life has been full of hard rocks and dark tunnels...and stormy days and although I have no torch  and no one with me but how about myself and the great nature and the mysterious divine energy..!?! And how about my geat fortune?!? Wohwww!! If I feel like falling down then I do have lots of resources to ask for help!! I sometimes need help, naturally. Because loneliness only and only belongs to God!! How about my daughters; my great heros!?! The wonderful energy that my Princess left to me as unique legacy; has really been for me till the very end of my life..!! And how about my little girl who always has tried to be with me although the hardest grief of us...!! And my lovely mother and great father!?!? My unique confidant, the greatest soul father and my prophet?!? Oh my Godd!! Lots of treasures I have got, to make my way to heaven more lightful and more peaceful while I walk.. I can get over all the rocks and dark tunnels, then..!! No worriesss..!!

 I dont' get scared of the hard rocks and dark tunnels and stormy days..at all..No  ! Never..!! and this is great for me..!!

Farah