LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

04 05 03 02 01 06 07 08 09 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 42 41 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104 105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 116 117 118 119 120 121 122 123 124 125 126 127 128 129 130 131 132 133 134 135 136 137 138 139 140 141 142 143 144 145 146 147 148 149 150 151 152 153 154 155 156 157 158 159 160 161 162 163 164 165 166 167 168 169 170 171 172 173 174 175
August/06/2019 06.58a.m.

~~August was one of my favourite months because I gave birth to my Princess in August but now I would like to skip it~~I actually used to love August so much because it also used to give me the lovely news of lovely September. The month I used to love a lot but now I would ike to run away from it~~ Because it took my Princess from me nine years ago~~

~~So~I am looking forward to reaching and touching lovely October as soon as possible and feel the miracles and lovely Fall which always has treated me~~ I hope I will lose myself in the miracles and in between the Fallen Leavess again, in October ~~I do hope so~~

~~Thank God I could save nice smelling days in June and in July to welcome the darker days with all my heart and with less panic~~I have been a very lucky woman and mother and person because I always could use the months and the seasons with the great time~~

~~Well~if we didnt' have pain then we would not touch the feeling of happiness~~they both are lovely feelings~~the feelings of the real life ~~this is why~~I do cry, I smile, I love, I feel , get scared with all my soul and with no hesitation~~And I dont' get afraid of Pains any more~~no more~~because what is to be will be~~so

Farah