LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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Dec/ 27 16.13
 
Hi Irv!
You know if we don’t’ feel each other then we lose the heights  that we need for our lives and then go down, then need to get shelters under the materialistic loop then we seek for strong  solutions  of our collapsed lives. We have to understand each other well or properly. Then we could get relaxed and healthy and peaceful and productive. Ofcourse our limitations are very important. I can not sleep well enough  if I knew and didn’t give any support although a friend of mine needed support urgently. You see this is what life is. Life is not only luxuries! Who doesn’t like the luxuries!?! I always did like luxuries and to be honest I was quite much in it. In my fifties; I have seen something else which was much more important than luxuries, it is the life itself. I could discover and then understand that life is a glorious gift to me.

Life is something that I need to have much more than luxuries. And Life is me! Yes! I have found out that  life is just me. And then I have started to live it till the very end and frankly; I have never lost even a second after then. And I will give you a secret that my two flowers, I mean my daughters showed me how to reach the way to my life. And after I reached my own life then I have reached ‘the way to Heaven’ I believe.......!!

Well you and my two angels really have supported me so much to be able to walk on this very special way which has been full of joy, peace and pure love and respect and self-respect and dignity. The most beautiful jewellery that we all need is to live in peace. I wish you could reach this  way and walk with me. I feel that I walk on this unique way lonely. But never mind. Because I believe and know that I will reach a huge golden gate one day in the future, after I pass lots of little golden gates. No tunnels here and no sadness and no black holes, no sorrow but there is only peace.....!! :) ohhhh!!  sometimes there are black shadows but when I smile then they just  dissappear. So that I can walk with very easy steps with no fear. Thank you for escorting me, sometimes.
 
 I can hear the little girl playing piano from the upper apartment. We sometimes inspire each other. I sometimes play piano and work on my great songs. And let me go on working on the songs that I will sing on the New Years’ Eve! Stay happy till the next letter.
Farah