LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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July/24/2018 8.10 am

 Life is how I act. It always reflects my feelings and thoughts!! I mean my life is my feelings and thoughts. Then I had better have beneficial feelings and thoughts, first for myself and then for the others.

I have decided on that; my life needs me to act more carefully and I  really can see that it is so much sensitive; like cotton-thread..sometimes.. yes... it isss..

I also have discovered that there are some strong deadlocks in my soul and I sometimes do try to unluck them. Because I would like to go on to walk 'On the way to heaven' more easily.

I do accept this great life and myself and all the others as we are. And I do love and respect myself and all the others.. Then I have to act more carefully next time if I have chosen 'The way to Heaven'! But I sometimes can be imperfect. and at this point, I also believe in  compassion, endlessly, foreverrr...!

I believe that I have been a quite merciful lady and I mostly forgive everyone. And I hope to have merciful persons around me. As a matter of fact, I  need to have been forgiven as much as I forgive,  while I am imperfect..!! Do you all agree with me?!? Ohh.. I think you all are saying ' YES'.!?!..

Ohh...I have forgotten to mention about self-respect! It is the heart or center of our personalities and if we reach self-respect then we know how to manage and where to speak and where to stop!!  We cant' reach higher-consciousness without self-respect. And then self-trust comes itself then we reach higher-consciousness...I do struggle for this level.. I really do. Because I do enjoy so much to climb higher and higher, on the way to Heaven.  And there are lots of steeps on the way.. It really has been a quite hard way..

Thanks.

Farah