LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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01/01/2018 04.59 p.m.
Irv,
Hello. My miracles have been going on. Last night I was invited to a jazz Club to be as a guest singer and it was beautiful and my performance was quite good and then while we were  at the Lobby I saw  a grand piano there and I sat on the music stool and started to play it and lots of people were at the Lobby and they were listening to me with all their hearts! Yesss! I did go back to my piano after years! It happened last night! It was before midnight! My friend recorded a video with his IPhone and I shared that video on the social media and I have witnessed the great feebbacks to me. And this really was the most beautiful New Year gift to me.
 
To be honest,  I couldnt’ feel any of the New Years’ Eves properly in my soul, after my princess. And I have learnt the limit of the joy that I could have after her. It has been very limited. I couldn’t leave my self-energy free  to the Universal synergy yet. I do see the life is limited and great and I could feel it but it has been so much temporary for me. I mean I sometimes cant’ feel anything about myself and my life or between myself and the life. At that chaotic point I do force my limits but I can understand that I always could reach approximately to the same level each time I try to do my best. Well..., then sweet surrender starts.........
 
I hope I will work with my piano at my heaven home in this new year. I had a great New Years’ Eve and I wish you and all a very good new year. Please write back to me.
Respects,
Farah