LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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Feb/03/2019

Jealousy ~~I was about to forget this strange feeling but someone special reminded me this feeling~~ and I have started to work on this strange feeling because it sometimes can make miracles but other times can damage my life~~Well~~I do assume myself very lucky to feel this feeling again, after years~~ It has been inspiring me and has been making me more beautiful and more powerful  and very weak and desperate at the same time~~

~~I do love and respect this feeling and I do take the risk to feel it again although it hurts me but it is worth to have been hurt this much while I am over the Moon or while I do fly to heaven~~

~~I  have witnessed that jealousy has been taking me to another frequency that makes me feel challenge more and takes me to the stars  to struggle more~~ I believe that it is very useful for the movements  of my soul and also my mind because ıt pushes me  or pulls me to the center of my great  life~~how beautiful feeling it issss~~~~

Farah