LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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Dec/21 05.00 p.m.
Dec/21 05.00 p.m.
 
Hey! ( hello in Finnish)! Hello from a very rainy day. I can hear the sound of the wind. And the raindrops hit the windows so much strongly and then lose their speed and flow down from the windows’ surfaces to the windowsills. And I enjoy this chosen nature reaction with all my soul! And it also is good for the earth and all the plants to have been watered by the rain.
 
 Dec/21 08.00
We had the longest night here! Winter solistice.  It has just finished. I have had a very peaceful night while I was sleeping. The longest night always doesn’t want to be finished. And it is still dark outside. And I am getting ready to start the day with a smile. I thank God that I have lots of reasons to smile. It is still raining and Today is Sinem. I will be with her in the afternoon even if it rains. No matters for me. The cemetery is very close to my home. I will drive there myself. I like driving under the rain and I also like walking under the rain.
 
 Irv, you know I would like to thank you very much because you have never ignored me and always have lightened my dark caves and dark tunnels and my dark feelings and thoughts by a torch and you always have opened my way to heaven! Thank you patient doc. You once had told me that you wouldn’t write to me and by that time New Year Day was approaching and I really cried and you immediately replied to my words and you told me that you were still with me. Thank you! Very much! You have never made me cry for long. Thank you diamond heart. Once again thank you. Thank you make me turn my face to The Sun. After then I have got closer and closer to the way to heaven.  I hope you will walk in the tulip gardens forever. You always have allowed me to take whatever I have needed from you. You have slowed me down. But I don’t need you as much as I used to before. Actually, now the time is to extend  my deep appreciation to you. And dedicate ‘Letters to Irv’ to you. With my great pleasure.
 
P.S. I have recently decided that the priceless nature deletes all the negatives we have . Yes.. true. Sure...!...