Dec/ 18/2017 07.01 a.m.
Hi! I couldn’t write to you for a few days. Because I was busy. This week I will be very busy everyday. I keep myself busy. Then life gets easier and better. ‘Letters to Irv’ project inspires me and makes me feel happy a lot. I write the letters by mixing my cordial feelings and thoughts with the reality of this great life that I witness!!! To transfer my feelings and thoughts to the words is a quite privileged talent and I hope I deserve that talent! I do enjoy to write and to tell you the face of life that I see from my perspective. I feel quite lucky because I do believe that I have been using almost all the facilities ( amenities) that life offers us!
I would like to ask you a question?!? If you dont’ mind!?! Are you a happy person, in your life!?? I always have wondered about that?!? Because I can not be sure that you are hundred percent happy or not. You used to smile less than you do now. Maybe because of your profession or it is your personality. You even just a little smile, that is all! I have never seen you laughing. I just wonder!?!
I am not questioning you! The profession that you have really must be very difficult and you must have worked on the self-discipline and self-respect extremely too much. Because psychiatry doesn’t allow any mistakes! It is a profession that you have to be very careful on.
But you welldone! Congrats! Many others collapsed! I admire your way that has opened ‘ the way to Heaven’ for me. God bless you! I thank my fortune that I had called Stanford University on that magic day and had reached your e-mail adress only by chance. Because a security man of the staff had picked up the phone. He had just given your e-mail adress to me. It was after midnight there. I remember that special day of my life, very clearly. How lucky I have been in whole my life. Because there always has been a pink circle around me and I was in the middle with a baby-blue magic-stick in my hand.
Life offers us a lot. I wish each member of this Planet could see it. Well.....! Not easy...I have reached ‘the way to Heaven’ by working on each nanosecond. It was a quite hard journey. But I really didn’t know that someone would come into my life then would cause two other angels to come into my life. How could I know that!?! God bless him!
LETTERS to IRV "The way to heaven"