LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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May/12/2019 6.31a.m.

~~~Today is Mothers' day here and I thank God and my two lovely Princesses because they have made me feel the wonderful feeling of the great Motherhood ~~Motherhood is something so much special and it is so much private and very much individual although it has been so much universal. Since the second I became a mother, my system did start to change ~~As if all my cells refreshed themselves and my feelings have become  softer and my thoughts have got more determined and this has been a very good luck for me because  I have gone forward and forward while I was searching more clear and more smart and pure ways for my girls~~Frankly, I have worked seriously to help them while they were growing up~~

~~~I actually have chosen to be friends with my lovely girls and we were mostly have been successful staying as friends and at the same time, as mummy and daughters. I have enjoyed the Motherhood although there have been very difficult moments while I   have raised my two lovely girls~~I always have believed that I  had to teach them how to struggle with the life and I have done my best  to make them feel happy~~They both have become lovely persons and very popular although one of them doesnt' exist here anymore ,physically~~but as if she has been in my body and in my soul or she left her unique energy to me as a great heritage and she even left  her all jewels and bijouteries and handbags and lovely shawls to me~~she has become half of my soul and my little Princess has been the other half of my soul~~what a great day today is because I have two lovely sweethearts in my soul and also my lovely mother~~

~~~My mother has been so much mother to me that can not be described with the words~~how lucky I have been to have you still in my life~~my cotton mother~~I do thank you so much for being my friend and my phone mate and my confidant and my chat~friend~~God bless you and I hope you will live for years more and we will enjoy this great life with you and my heaven daughter and wth my Strawberry~~there~~~~here I mean~~I mean anywhere and everywhere~~sure~~

Farah