LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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May/09/2018 02.30 p.m.

I believe first;  myself and then the others. If the others are  good to me, that means I have caused them to be good, mostly. You always get back what you have given life. I always have prefered to give positive energy to the people around me but at the same time I always have protected myself from the dangerous traps of the humans. Life and human beings have been inside of each other but life itself has been another thing. You can not establish a life without a human. That means human beings have been very important in our lives. But the most important human being is myself. İf 'myself' doesnt' exist here properly then I cant' establish a real life for myself. That's why 'myself' or 'self-existence' is the first fact of the life then come the others.

 If I really couldnt' reach my self-existence then I cant' realize or choose what is the best for me. So this is why I have been working and studying on 'self-existence' and 'awareness' and 'mindfulness' with my angels as hard as I can....

And I believe myself on each corner of the life. I have learned what life really has been  and I know how precious gift it is for me and I know that 'myself' has been very much important while I have lived... Because I have worked too hard on that..... I have discovered that I have to belive myself first...And I do so.....

Farah