LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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Dec/13/201 10.54 p.m.
 Hi from a very warm evening. It has been  warm today. As if it was a mild Spring day. I had a very pleasent dinner with a lovely friend of mine and at the end of the dinner I didn’t forget to put the breadcrumbs in a paper napkin to bring home and put them in breadcrumbs bag in the freezer for birds or fish at the Bosphorus or ducks and geese in the little lake that is in the club where I sometimes go and swim at. And this is one of the most satisfying things that I have been doing in my life! Because I go up to the joy while those beautiful and always hungry animals finish the breadcrumbs so much rapidly! Life is to feed the hungry animals. It was a few months before; I asked a friend of mine what the life is and he said’ ohhh! I am not a wise man but Freud said that  life is work and love. I was so much disappointed  and said to him that each person should have some words to say about the life. Then I haven’t  any answer to my question yet!  Then This poem has come out from my soul;
LIFE,
Life is a gift
From God,
But to me;
Life is a never ending game,
Life is; to have pains,
Then to try to beat them,
Then to have
Some other pains,
Then to survive
With them,
Sometimes,
It is
To love but....
Maybe to have been hurt,
Or to die for a little while,
Then come back
To the life again,
Mostly to work
To earn money
To be happier,
But when you lose all,
Then life becomes hell,
That means;
You have to suffer again,
Life!!
Tell me!?!
What is life?????