LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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August/15/2018 4.32 pm

 I feel that Fall is coming. I do smell it. I used to be in love with Falls but after my Princess, Falls have been hurting me...I used to write lots of poems and quotes in falls. Because my emotions go so deep and also so high. But for eight years, I really have been feeling as if I have the hardest examinations of my life, in Falls. But  there is one thing which is wonderful for me; that is; I still catch  my ex emotions to Falls. And then I go on  writting.

To me; the falling leaves are the most beautiful and precious jewels or bijouteries of falls..and the harmony of the falling  leaves have always impressed me so much deeply..I can write alot about them. They give me power , they put me in an endless romance and they inspire me to feel so deep and then to sing and to write much more with my soul...I sometimes feel  sad because the leaves and the green colours mostly leave in Falls but then I get high by remembering that the unique nature will bring us new ones, next Spring. Then I feel better. They are mostly farewell times for me, after my Strawberry. But on the other side, they  are the preparetaions times for Winters..Winter has been the strongest season of my life. I find winters very strong and powerful.. Then a kind of joy wraps me all around.. I get soft and calm then...

I would like to jump Septembers after my Princess..!! But I find myself at the top of the joy while I copy her desires and favouries and the colours on her prayer days..Strangely, I reach her unique life energy with her favourites and the colours of the decorations, on those special days. And those hardest days pass  through more easily..!! I hope I will have a nice Fall this year. I already have chosen the colours for the prayer day and I wish you all a very nice Fall!! please feel and live it..!! Falls are really so much beautiful than you think and imagine..!!

Farah