November/ 21 09.24 a.m.
....But I am crying too much this morning because of my princess! Because I wish she were here, smilingg, enjoyinggg herselfff, breathing, and working and making great sucsesss! :(( my soul, my body and my mind have been as if burning in a strong fire right now! And I dont' want to have any pills to stop my grief! I would like to witness each square of my life till the very end but missing her immensely has gone out of The Universe and the best is to make sweet surrender! I know! I dont' know!?!?
LETTERS to IRV "The way to heaven"