LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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December/19/2020 10.04 a.m.

December~~Lovely December~~Lightful December~~And also sad December~~Because my father left us on the last Christmas Eve~~Just after I finished reading The Bible~~Wonderful holy book~~the verses did hit my soul~~Well~~this year, December has been very different from the others in the past~~I live in a dark and foggy but hopeful and still lightful December~~I really  feel tired and worried about my new life~~My new life can be spent mostly at my heaven home~~This is good but the fact is; too many sick people at their homes, in the hospitals and also on the streets~~My tailor has  made different colors of masks for me to be still smart when I go out~~We will have a remembering day of my father, on the Christmas Eve~~And lock downs have been surrounded almost all of us,  on the Planet~~Well~~I would like not  to lose my hopes about the life; itself and also about my life~~I can see that the feeling called 'HOPE' is the most important inner movement that we all need right now~~Otherwise life will lose its' value in our system but we cant' live without life~~I dont' know if I could tell you what I really mean'?'

Farah