LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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September/23/2018 1.51 p.m.

~~~This morning, when I woke up I thanked God for all that I have~~ because I mostly have spent wonderful minutes throughout my whole lifeee~~ I have seen beautiful corners of the natural Nature and I have lived the joy at the top anywhere, anytime and I have loved this beautiful life so much~~ I have had two lightful daughters who have brought me the most beautiful flowers and minutes of my great life~~ I have loved some people so much and that has been feeding me a lot~~ and I have beautiful friends and nice parents and a very special big family~~ and I have the talent  of singing and making the words together to transfer my unique feelings and thoughts, on papers~~ I feel that I am a generous and  helpful person~~and I love and respect myself  and all the others and I collect breadcrumbs in the freezer and give them to Sea-gulls and the Swans who live in the little lake, in the little forest that I go in Summers and I read tests for the blind students~~ I can breathe properly~~I give concerts~~I seperate the trash~~I can walk~~I can see~~ I can hear~~I can talk~~I can walk~~ I can eat~~ I can pray God~~ I can prepare the smartest prayer days and tables for my princess~~I can share great times with my little Princess~~ I have great phone calls with my mother~~I do have nice neighbours~~I have a prophet and a soul-father and a very wonderful soul-mate~~and I do accept that my Princess has gone forever~~

~~~I believe that these all are enough to make myself happy and happy~~ I dont' need more~~I can do with less actually~~sure~~ with this flawless gift which has been given me, I can walk over the mountains and hills forever~~ how great my life is~~ So that I can carry the devastating pain of my Fairy Tale Princess, in my soul, in my body, on my mind forever, with all my heart~~because loving my life this much really makes me feel so  much strong and also full of power~~There is power in love~~

Farah