LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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Feb/22/2018 08.59 a.m.

Irv,

Hi! Today is a grey day! I like grey days! I like all kind of days and this makes me ready for the black days! And I easily jump over those black days! I have got lots of tools in my mind and soul to live a very qualified life. I know how to do it and do transfer those tools who need them! I have been very well-equipped for the life!

 I do thank God and the nature to have created me with unusual characteristics. So that, Life gets easy for me but at the same time I sometimes would walk out from myself. At those moments, I just get patient and wait for a while then I can come back to myself again. The most beautiful tools for me to reach myself, have been, the notes, the sound of violins and my cats' miaow, my dogs' barking and lovely voices of my daughters, the sound of the rollers in our garden, the heaven voice of the lovely baby of my cross-door neighbours' and goes on like this, with a lot more.

 And this morning I thank God and the Nature to have created me beautiful with my everything! So there has been no chance to feel unhappy in between these exceptional conditions. and I have had the best and the most beautiful of everything although the devastating sudden grief of my great life.

 I personally always thank for each second and I have been a quite soft person but I can be the blackest heart and mind and soul if someone breaks my soul. But there is another great advantage for me in my nature and that is; I can forgive in three minutes time. That always has made me sleep well at the end of the day. Please!  Apologize and forgive for yourself and for all the others. I believe that you do so. You seem to do so. Thank you for this! And have a great peaceful sleep!

 There will be another tomorrow when you wake up in the morning. Isnt'  the Universe so much flawless?!?

Stay peaceful,

Farah