I am starting a new Spring day as I can feel the joy of its' silent morning. I wish all of us a very happy day. And I do wish a very good night to the others who are in the night. I actually love the evenings and nights more than day times. I do produce more in the darkness. I discovered this at the end of my forties.
And yesterday evening, I met with my two sweet friends at a very nice restaurant which generals and admirals and their families mostly go there. The food quality was at the top and the view was great. I has a wonderful sea-view. And the luxuries was at the top. We celebrated one of my friends' birthday there and it was fun. I call them 'my angels'! They are so much faithful and very old friends of mine.
Friends are sometimes better than a family. These two angels of mine really give me the warm energy that I do need. They are both lovely persons and they are so much beautiful. How nice to have a pink circle which is full of lots of sweet friends. I feel very happy and comfortable and peaceful with almost all my friends. I do choose my friends. It doesnt' matter poor or rich and ugly or beautiful. But they have to act high and have to have qualified personalities. I never like cheap and low people who havent' educated themselves well enough. I never disparage anybody in my life and never like the people who disparage the others. Civilization is very much important for me while I communicate wth the people around me.
To be honest, I do like luxuries so much! Stil! But I dont' use that my very special hobby during my conversartions and never prefer making the others envious. I like living the luxuries on my own, in my privacy or only with a few people who also are in luxuries.
Well....I sometimes think that I have to leave that illusional part of the life, step by step but frankly I couldnt' yet! I need more time to work till I reach the fundemamental facts of this great, sensitive and unique life.....
I do need more time!?! Please, you all give me more time. Thanks....
Farah