LETTERS to IRV     "The way to heaven"

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November/07/2018 10.27 pm

~~I believe that we are just as guests here~~nothing and no one belongs to us forever ~and  the life is like a piece of cotton-thread~~it really is so much serious and also  so much sensitive~~I would like to stay here longer and feel it till the very end and enjoy it~~because I have to leave here one day in the near future or far~~life needs me to follow  the rules in between  the rocks and the Oceans and mountains and valleys and rivers and hurricanes and lovely Sun and the stars and rain and great snow and nice people and not nice people~~~

~~I really do try to follow the rules and then life gets more simple and joyful for me~~I have reached the sweet surrender after my Princess~~

~~But to be honest while I get to the center of the life I sometimes get scared and also get paralyzed with the dirty and dark people~~then I would like to run away to my Thalia Haven  and close the door strongly and lock it and get sheltered  there forever~~ but this could be only in dreams or in films~~I mean because I am the most important piece of this very much attractive game; called life~~I have been the most important piece of this unique puzzle~~~ 

Farah