LETTERS to IRV "The way to heaven"~~Time has passed so cruel and here I am in July~~The months have thrown me here; to the end of July and I have been witnessing the most unprecedented and tough time ever in whole my life and I really remember the time in fogg that I have struggled at the top, with~~none of us could know how and why all this has happened but it is quite for sure that all has been prepared by some unknown people~~I do like the members of the Planet have got cleaner and more disinfected but the innocent people who have died and also have been in the hospitals have made me paralyzed and disconnected from the life too much ~~I had thought that there were no more hopes and there was no more life here, on this beautifully created Planet but I resisted and did resist and I have tried to give power to myself first and then to my family and to some of my friends and finally I have invited them to the little pool~parties in our garden where I reside~~Then I have started to witness the joy of the life in their eyes again and in their souls, too~~~we all have started to treat ourselves by hopeful and positive energy transferances to each other and so that we do heal each other day by day, more and more ~~but there is always but in our lives but it might be better to have 'BUT' for all of us, for our new lives ?!? Our new lives will be just the way I used to live because of my high allergy but the loved ones who have gone before their real times which were prepared by their fortunes~~and the sick people who still struggle at the hospitals all around the Planet~~There is no answer for these questions; why?!? and Who?!? and How?!? and there wont' ever be~~and we all will remember this black time with its' unknown reasons~~but~~~~~~~~
Farah