Nov/ 22/2017 07.14 a.m.
I have just woken up and I looked out of my bed-rooms’ window! It is still dark here! And I couldn’t see ‘the morning star’ yet. I can see it while the dawn occurs! I feel excited today cause I took the Christmas tree from the depot yesterday! And I put the lights on it. And prepared the Christmas balls to put it on today. It will be fun for me. I love it! Not traditional here in Turkey but it has become as traditional more for about three decades! It is a good event to join the life tightly.
The connection with the life feeds us to live more lively. It is very much important to be connected with the life. If someone loses the connection then the concentration to life loses itself and then going down starts. That is why I try to hold the connections tightly with the great life. Life is a limited gift. I get very successful as far as I hold the life tightly although it has been dark darkness for me since the devastating sudden loss of my impeccable princess. But life is something that wants me to be in it.
Otherwise it leaves me and goes away. I am the one who should hold it and connect to it tightly. I love experiencing to live in this great Universe and touch and feel it. Because I have to leave it one day.
LETTERS to IRV "The way to heaven"