Mummy

My wonderful gift, Yesterday was my birthdayy but I couldnt be here although I had to but I just once more couldnt and I have given up trying~ because I just cant~ although we have come across with an invisible dark process and unknown time, here~~ but I cant feel anything~ nothing yet~ maybe never again~ I have started to believe that it is impossible to go back to the real life here~ without you; it is so much impossible~ and today it has been one humdred and fifteen months since you left our heaven homee~ rest in peace ~ till we meet again~ Mummy xxxx