Mummy

The half of my soul! I really do not know what I have done for seventy seven months. I could hardly find the silver tea- saucers in the cupboard, the other day. The triangle of my soul- my mind- my body could hardly start to coordinate each other again but.....!!! There is no meaning to live without you! The taste of life that you had brought to me was priceless!! I have been trying to accept the devastating sudden loss of you but the longest ( NO) of my life that I was shouting with as soon as I heard that you went away, has been making me stop and wait and see the black reality of my life, then I get back from myself and from this great life and try to remember the good old days that we shared together and then I could reach myself again for a while then I go on but.....!! Then no words...nothing...nobody could stop the fire in my soul! No....!! But...!! :(( Mummy Xxx