Mummy!!!

My wonderful hopess! Seventy Months without You! Time is still Black! And I do not feel anything and I feel nothing about The life! I have been so much far Away from The life! The only connections are my lovely songs and my...!! And Evin and my great mum and The wonderful friends! But there is a curtain between me and them! I sometimes open that and ...!!! Frankly, I cannot drive my life car anymore although I lıve with your everything; like your books, your Jewellery, your photos and everything You used to have here. I sleep in your bed to be closer to You! I cannot!! No!! I could not! Sorry! And..I....!! Mummy Xxxx