Mummy,

Magic Daughter, You cant' imagine how much hard to live here without you for fortyfive months. As if the door bell will ring now and you will come in and will say to me 'Ferah Kural! How are you?' Ooooohh! Noooo! It is impossible. This is not true! You have gone! :( where is your wonderful little voice? Where is your beautiful mind? That wonderful smelling body? That unique energy? Those wonderful hopes? I am nearly finished! I cant' go on anymore! No more! Help me! Take me with you! I wanna touch you and hold you and hug you!!! Please! Come back! :(