Mummy

Si, Today, it has been twenty eight months since you left us. My grief has got bigger and bigger since then. I never could stop crying. I am like an empty box. No feelings, no thoughts, no life. I feel almost nothing! I can feel only Evin. And I have been trying to look after Brother who has been very sick for one year and the cat; Michael. I can't do anything else. The pain of your loss has been burning my body and my soul, day by day and more and more. Nothing and noone could stop it. As the Valentines' day approaching, İ want to run away from this hard life as soon as possible. The wonderful energy that İ used to take from you has been finished. Thank God that İ have got a daughter like Evo. İ still cant' realize how that fire-ball fell down in to our paradise-Home. İ miss you too much. And İ curse the people who caused your ünexpected loss. God! Help me and Evin to stand Sinems' loss. .........!! Mummy xxxx