Mummy!!

My pink rose smelling daughter, I have never been able to touch you for nineteen months. The last touch on your body was in the evening of 25th of September.,2010. The time was about 6.30 p.m. I helped you to wear your wonderful night-dress and helped you on your make up. You looked so beautiful while I saw you off. At that very moment, I could never that you would walk to God endlessly, although I always realized that noone and nothing belong to us forever, actually. But to lose someone at the very center of my life has made me absolately so down. And ı believe that my spirit and my body have been in so much trouble to carry on with the living in this part of life. Evin and I have still been in the diamond circle that you left behind you. we accept that circle as a great legacy of you. And we do miss you ımmensely. Yesterday was my birthday but everywhere was too dark through my feelings. I only could feel you and your wonderful sister but noone else and nothingelse. You are the one who still take me to the paradise that you took me while you were here. Yesterday, You and Evin were the ones who brightened the darkness in my spirit. I thank God cause sent me'a very unique gift' like you although I lost you too soon. ı thank you very much for everything. And I look forward to seeing you and hearing your unique voice, again!! Mummy xxxx